February 28, 2014

Heart Song




If you
Are the Sea
And the waves
Are your feelings
Then
I want to be
The Boat
Floating 
Touching 
You tenderly 
~




If you
Are the autumn
Then
I want to be
The empty Bench 
Watching you
Take off
The Orange dress
~


If I am 
A Reed
In your hands
Than I want you
To kiss me
Touching me
With your lips
So I can 
Let the world know
How sweet is
Your breath 
~

And if you are
A mirror
Then
I want to be
The Reflection
Appearing 
In your eyes 
~

If I am 
A daisy 
In an open field 
Under the sky
Then
I want you
To be the rain
Pouring on me
Soaking me wet
Fertilizing my roots
~

And if I am
A cherry blossom tree
Then
I want you
To stand under me
So I can wrap you
In my fragrance 
scenting you hair
decorating them
With my blossoms 
~

And if you 
Are the words
In the book
Then
I want to be
The tea in a mug
Held by the hands
Of the reader
Drinking me
As she reads you
~





And If I am
Love
Then
I want 
To reside
In your Heart
Cradling 
Your heart beat
In my arms
Kissing 
Each blood cell
Before it circulates
In your body
~

If I am
A gate
out side the house
Then
I want you to be
A rose vine 
Climbing on me
Keeping me
Scented 
With your sweet roses 
Embracing me
Day and Night
Holding me
Next to your Heart  
~

© AK
Jan 28, 2014






February 27, 2014

I Swear

You seems so far
And yet so near to me
I swear
I can hear
You 
Beating in my heart

Your love
So sweet
With ever lasting 
Silken taste
I swear 
I can taste
You
In my feelings

Every time
You think of me
I swear
I can see 
You
Kissing my mind

Your fingers
Have left deep impressions
In the middle of the night
I swear
I can still feel
Your hand
On my hand 

With love so deep
Down to the core of my soul
I swear
I can smell you
In that essence 
Burning deep within me

©AK
Jan 27, 2014



February 26, 2014

Daily Reminder

Just like a lamp needs oil to burn
So does we need the discipline 
And a constant reminder 
So to stay on the right path 
This world is like a cunning magician 
It is so entertaining and alluring 
So easy for us to get off the path and be lost 
Daily reminder is a must 
A kind of practice, 
Whether its Prayer, Ziker, or Meditation
To help us looking straight 
Towards the light house 
Thats where we all are heading 
It is highly difficult 
Not to get distracted 
By the colorful shops at both side of road 
Selling hopes, desires, and dreams, 
All in vain as they are nothing but 
Illusion, mirage, shadows and reflection 
of our own psyche 

Jan 26, 2014

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4I60ZHdx5Og&list=PLDDE8E5FA72FC8746

February 21, 2014

Prisoner Of Time

All I see
Is walls
Around me

I see a door
That once existed 
Among those walls
Now shut down 
Filled with bricks 

I look hard
Trying to stay focus
Trying to see behind the door

But I see nothing
Perhaps more bars 
A wall behind the door
Another enclosure 
Barbed wires 
Full of electric current 

There is no escape
No window nor wind 
No light nor sight 

Where am I ?
Why am I alone 
What kind of prison is this
Why am I in here?

There is no one around
I hear nothing
Except
Ticking of the clocks
Hanging on the walls

©AK
Jan 21, 2014



February 18, 2014

The Mind Of Stillness

Once upon a time
There was stillness

In the heart of stillness 
Silence was sleeping  

Dreaming 
The birth 
Of light

In that light 
Suddenly
There was movement
And stillness cracked 

Sound woke up
And started to make noise 
Tick Tak Tick Tak 
Heart began to beat

Vision appeared
Wearing Prismatic gown 
Made of colors

Drumming of heart
Became louder

As Vision started to dance
At the tune of possibilities  
Existing as probabilities  

Moments came together
Singing a song
Creating time  

Colors 
Started to reflect 
Consciousness 

Consciousness came with desire 
Colors bowed down to desire
And offered their sacrifice 

Sacrifice was accepted 
Desire took the colors 
And started to create 
Expanding consciousness 
Spreading , spilling 
Taking over 
Like a cloud 
Shading the Sea

Sun, Moon, Stars , planets 
One by one 
Universes were painted 
sprinkled with Life forms 
Galaxies after galaxies 

And It all existed 
In the Mind of Stillness 
While dreaming
A dream 
© AK
Jan 18, 2014



February 17, 2014

Tumharii Muhabaat Ke Naam

تمہاری دلکش 
پرکشش 
تروتازہ 
تاروں جیسی 
محبت کے نام 
جو کھلے آسمان پر جب 
اپنا آنچل لہراتی ہے 
تو ہر دل میں 
خوشبو کا جھونکا 
انگڑائی لینے لگتا ہے 
 نیم  کش  آنکھوں میں 
نجانے کیسے کیسے سپنے 
جاگ اٹھتے ہیں   
آرزوئیں اپنے رقص  سے 
احساسات اور جذبات کی 
محفل سجانے لگتیں ہیں 
تمہاری پرخلوص 
پربہار محبت کے نام 
جو کسی بھی ٹوٹے ہوے دل کو 
معجزاتی مرہم لگا کر 
صحتیاب کر دیتی ہے 
انگنت رنگ لئے 
تتلیوں کے پروں پر بیٹھ کر 
پھولوں میں خوشبو تقسیم کرتی ہے 
یہ وو راز ہے 
جیسے پانے کے لئے 
ہر دل کی دھڑکن 
ساری زندگی دھڑکتی ہے 
جسے پانے کے لئے 
کاینات کی ہر شے 
صبح شام  تسبی  کرتی ہے
میں تمہاری اس مبحت کو 
ایک انمول خزانہ سمجھ کر 
اپنے دل میں محفوظ کر لوں گی 
جہاں میرے دل کی دھڑکن 
اس کی نگرانی کرے گی 
اور میری سانسیں 
اس کے محفوظ ہونے کی 
گواہی دیتی رہیں گی 


 © AK
Jan 17, 2014



February 15, 2014

Own me

Dont 
Take me wrong
Just because
I am silent

I  love you
I think of you
I want to be 
With you

Dont
Try to 
Fit me
Into the shell 
Of your ideal

I am not perfect
I have flaws 
Let me be

Dont
Erase my identity 
Turning me
Into something I am not
Taking away my originality 

Dont
Tie me down
With rope of expectations
Suffocating me
I need some space
To be with me 

Dont 
Force me 
To wear the mask
Of your liking 
I am a human with feelings
I feel sad, happy, angry, jealous 
Let me be

Let me love you
The way I know how
See me with the imperfections
Accept me just the way I am
Leave my wings free
Let me fly
And I will never fly away

Enter from my eyes
Stay in my heart
Settle in my soul
Understand me
If you want to own me

© AK
Jan 16, 2014



Borken Heart

Once upon a time, there was this man, just an ordinary man with ordinary heart, who fell in love with that woman, and the instant he fell in love, he became extraordinary, because now he was not just any man, he was a man in love, and that is pretty special. His heart changed and became very sensitive, he started to feel the things he wouldn’t ordinarily feel , he began to understand the language of nature, and songs of birds, he began to humm with the winds.
All of that continued till one day, he brought the rose , just like any other day, and sat on the bench waiting for her, that was not the usual day, he sat and waited till it was time for sun to settle down in its bed for the night, and so darkness took over the charge. Moon did came to visit him, but it too was very silent, as if it was sensing some thing was not right. Man just sat there with the rose in his hand, and then, his heart began to cry, as it was missing the woman too much, the sadness touched the rose , and Rose wilted right in the man’s hand, lost its fragrance.
He is now even more extra ordinary, because now he is a man in love with broken heart, when the heart broke a crack appeared, and thru that crack light entered which touched the soul, and soul awakened to the awareness of its presence. Now he can, not just understand the songs of birds and language of nature, but he can actually communicate with them, because his soul has realized it is part of every other soul.

© AK
Jan 15, 2014


February 13, 2014

Our Love


This is 
What our Love is
An unbroken
Chain of Moments

Filled with 
Colorful Images 
Fragrances
Sounds, smells 
Touch and much more

Sewn flawlessly 
Into a pattern
Showing
Beautiful dance 
Of a vine 

Covered with
Pink flowers
Of Morning glory
 
Kissed 
By the first ray
Of Sun
Every morning 
And sung to sleep
By the moonlight 
Every night 

Cradled 
By the soft hands
Of dreams
As we hold 
Each other
Through the night

Living
Many life times
Just looking
Into each other's eyes

Being together
Aging
gracefully 
Praising 
The beauty
Of each passing moment 

A life
Worth living
Many times over 
And over many times 

© AK
Jan 13, 2014


February 12, 2014

Looking For

Looking for 
A shady tree
As a friend
To sit under 
And reflect
Among the falling leaves

Looking for
A song of wind
To sing along
And be touched
Deep in my heart
Tasting the flavor 
Of insanity 
Showing me
The face 
Of freedom 

Looking for 
A cloud
Filled with rain drops 
To share my tears with
Washing the surface of heart
Like the rain washes away the dirt

Looking for 
A giant bird
That can carry me
On its wings
And show me diff paths
That I can take
Leading to my final destination 

Looking for 
A flute
To learn 
How to empty myself of me
So I too can be an instrument 
Of Divine breath

Looking for 
Piece of bread
Just enough 
To sustain the walls of temple
So my soul remains safe 
While it evolve 

Looking for
A ray of sun
Thru the window
Of my heart
To shine the light
Into the eyes
Of sleeping Hope

Looking for
A dream
Where I can have
All that I need 
A dream 
That can turn to reality
When I am awaken 

©AK
Jan 12, 2014

February 9, 2014

Promising Future

I reach with In
Deep down in my core
Touching the surface of my heart
Creating ripples 
Spreading over my Mind
Making patterns 
Of possibilities 

Many words appear 
Wearing different faces  
Looking at each other
Searching for a soulmate 
To hold hands with
Creating sentences 

Some laughing 
Others crying
Some just silently watching 
Each carrying a flower
With a fragrance of meanings 

Building  a universe 
One sentence at a time 
One meaning at a time
Completing one chapter at a time 
My destiny is being written 
Deep in my heart

Such a beautiful universe 
Filled with scented atmosphere 
I breath in this aroma 
I am being held 
So tenderly 
Kisses soft and promising 

Flashing in front of my eyes
The moments of future 
Built on this fragrant foundation 
Each brick held together
With a strong bond of Love 

© AK
Jan 9, 2014

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=de-SQk7EbdI



February 7, 2014

One Heart

She took
Each and every
Spear 
On her heart
Didnt say
A single word
He did
As he pleased 
She took
Each and every
Lie with a smile
Not telling him
She is aware 
Of
His every move
Every motive 
But when 
He threw her out
She just Left a mirror
In his bedroom
Next to his closet 
At night
When he changed
Into night cloths
Took off his shirt
He looked into the mirror
And saw 
Many spears piercing 
His own heart
May Lies
tattooed 
On his chest
Staring back at him 

© AK
Jan 7, 2014