Paradoxes The Secret of Existence

Its just few months back I started observing the Paradoxes around us
And the more I observed, the more I was convinced that everything around us exist as Paradox 
It was Mind bending at first, because I felt things existing at zero, somewhere between the + and - 
because the paradoxes balanced everything and brought the equilibrium state in everything

But then I started observing that most people were either seeing the + or negative 
Most people weren't able to see the balance , those who saw the Positive they felt happy
and those who were seeing negative, they were miserable 

I also realized this Happiness or Misery was a choice they were making by seeing the Positive or Negative 
and thus those who were living in the reality of Negativity were suffering 
and those who were living in Positive reality were contend , how ever they still were limited in a sense that they didn't see the whole picture of paradox existence and the reason behind it. 

I am still learning to swim in this Vast Sea of Paradox existence, and the more I feel comfortable and confident, farther I can swim and more I can explore 

AK
April 23, 2014

Love or Insanity ?

Slipping 

In each and every cell

Of your being

Wrapping

Around each and every hair

On your body

Around your eyelashes 

Kissing your eyes when they close

At night 

Evaporating 

And Coloring

Each and every thought of yours

Wearing your laughter

Bathing in your tears

Tasting your fears

Near nearer 

More than nearest 

I want to be ONE with you

I want to beat in your veins 

I want to travel on your nerves 

I want to smile on your lips

I want to sweat from your skin

I want to be that connection

Between your body and your soul

I want to be the life in you

I want to live thru you

I want to be 

Your memory 

Your experience 

I want to be 

The only expression

One and only face

That appear

On your heart 

I want to be

Your finger prints

So when you touch

You leave my name

I want to be

The last breath you take

So when you leave

I will leave with you

Is that Love ?

Or 

Am I insane ? 

AK

April 18, 20114

Our Promise

We are meant to be together

Like a heart and a beat

Like a eye and a sight 

Like a mind and a thought 

You are 

The Mirror 

I am 

The Reflection 

There is no reflection

If there is  no mirror

Mirror is just a empty surface

If there is no reflection 

We were together

We are together

And we will be together

No matter 

How difficult the weather 

I ll be the feathers

I ll be the wind under your wings

I ll collect and gather 

If you fall and scatter

I want to be the sorrows 

And your pleasures 

I want to be part of you

That vital missing piece 

In your heart 

We are meant to be together

In this  lifetime 

And all others to come 

Like a Rose and fragrance 

Like a sky and the moon

Like Sea and the shore 

Remember your promises 

Remember we belong together 

Forever and ever and ever 

AK

April 18, 2014

Infinity Multiplied By Zero

Journey is from One to Duality 

And then from Duality to One

As soon as soul enters the body

 It enter the realm of duality, 

Where everything seems separate from it

And it begin to feel alone 

This feeling of loneliness brings on a desire for company 

Desire for union, desire to go back to One

Desire to be close to divine once again

But it all happens in our subconscious mind 

In our conscious mind 

We look for the company 

Looking for someone with similar Mind

Same intensity of emotions 

Physical compatibility 

We seek same Intelligence as ours to merge with

We seek the same intensity of  emotions 

We seek physical union 

But when we transcend all of that 

We don't need another being to experience all of that

In the realm of Spirit everything is united 

The more we are lifted 

The more intense experience get

And eventually we lose our own self

And only ONE remain 

But until then we need another being 

Mind to mind 

Heart to heart

and Body to body 

But this experience is so limited 

So temporary 

Momentary 

causing us to seek the experience over and over 

And its sometimes very difficult to find a compatible being 

Causing the frustration / depression / fear of being alone 

AK 

April 7, 2014

This post was Inspired by lecture of Guru Ji 

You Will Never Know

Like a shooting star

On a starry night

Appearing suddenly

And then disappearing 

leaving me in awe 

Like a smoke

Twisting turning 

Arising from a burning wood

Holding me from waist 

Bringing me close

Capturing my senses 

Dancing embracing 

Wrapping me around

Covering me 

Like the fragrance of Jasmine 

Appearing mysteriously

Outside my bedroom window at night

Finding its way in

Waking me up 

Tickling my dreams

And sometimes 

Just sitting next to me

Looking at me 

All night long

Like a shadow

In the evenings

That walks by me silently 

Stopping when I stop

Walking when I walk

Following me every where 

But never leaves me

Like my Imagination

Giving me wings 

To fly over seas

Riding the winds

Holding hands of clouds 

Looking at world

With the birds eye

Like the first Bud of spring

Appearing when the snow melts

Opening its lips

Filling me with Joy

New life new hope 

Like a still surface of water

Reflecting the world

As it is without any distortion 

Affirming its existence 

Without any judgment 

Like a heart in my chest

So reliable 

No matter what

It continue to beat 

Never stopping 

Even for a moment 

Like a tree branch

With green leaves

Helping the caterpillar  evolve 

Nourishing nurturing it

Helping it turn to butterfly 

Like the keys of piano

Turning the touch of fingers

Into Music 

Filling up the vacuum in my being

With the song of love 

Giving new meaning 

To all the pain

Turning it into wisdom 

You will never know

What you mean to me

What I see

What I feel

What I think

What I am

Its all You 

© AK

April 5, 2014

Translucent Veils

I can see them now..... world upon worlds, layer upon layers ...... existing in same space but at different vibrational frequencies ....... I see the glimpses like changing shimmering colors they appear and disappear right in front of my minds eye ....... Twisting my mind to fit in ..... losing all sense of physics and earthly laws....... transforming my Mind into fluid to flow thru dimensions taking me along seated in the middle of minds wings ....I fly on different skies made of different musical notes, high pitch low pitch clouds making music rather then rain ...... Allah hu akbar, ya Raheem Ya Rehmaan ya Allah ..... every particle every spec every atom is spinning due to intoxication of Love ...... touched by love lost all control round and round revolving ecstatic ...... mast mast mast Qalander [ AK, April 1, 2014 ]