Cracked Rationality

Give me

Eccentricity 

Insanity 

Something off balance

Beyond the norms 

A crack 

In the wall

Of three dimensional reality 

Give me 

Madness 

Derangement

Let me

Arrange my own reality 

Build me 

Dreams 

Made of spirituality 

I want to wear

Cloak of virtual reality 

Visualizing the invisibility 

Touching the intangibility 

Building from empty space 

With the bricks of 

Irrationality 

Breaking the laws of

Duality 

Merging into the totality 

Let me see 

The face of Unity 

The final authority 

My remaining destiny 

Beyond the death and destruction 

Let me enter nirvana 

Release me 

From

Myself 

©AK

Jan 31, 2014

Mind Beyond Mind

My Mind

Is being thought

By THE MIND

HIS thought

Is creating my Mind

Construction

Destruction

Expansion

Stretching

Molding

Coloring 

Defining 

Illuminating 

None by me

All by HIM 

I as my mind

Exist in HIS Mind

I am just a thought

An Imaginary being

An Illusion 

Created by

Clumps of atoms

holding hands

singing dancing 

Praising the Lord

The Master Thinker   

AK

Jan 30, 2014

More Than Words

She is

More

Than

Just words

She also have

A heart

That beats

And calls

Your name

She have feelings

They are all

Colored

By your love

She have desires 

That you can fulfill 

You can see

Her Reflection

In her words

But she is more

Than just words  

Look at her

And give her

The existence 

She so desires 

AK

Jan 28, 2014

My Salvager

I find

Salvage 

In your poems

Reading them 

Over and over

Wrapping them

Around me

When the world

Seems aloof and cold

Distant and rude

Finding comfort

In your words

My feelings

Thriving on your love

My mind crave

The sparkling vine of your meanings

My senses need you

So they can be awakened 

So I can exist and feel alive

You are an essential part of me

The reason my heart beats

Where are you ?

Which galaxy ?

Or are you in me

Do you think of me

As I think of you

Do you Love me

Like I love you

Never seen you

But I know you

So dearly

So intimately

Like the blood running thru my veins 

Like the breath passing thru my lungs

Like the thoughts touching my mind

Without you

I will cease to see

No words will form

My body wont move

I will hear no sound

Just the thought of you

Light up million stars

In my being

Your slightest movement

Cause such sever earth quack in me

That I might explode 

Into billions of tiny particles 

Scattered thru out the universe

Floating like specks 

All over 

Makes me wonder

How will it feel then

To be able 

To be present

Everywhere 

At once 

© AK 

Jan 27, 2014

The Piano

It was playing in me

A heavenly tune 

On the Piano 

A Song of Love 

I felt

Tickled 

By each note

As it touched me

Between my forehead 

Splattering smothering 

The colored light

All over my Mind

Million shades 

And hues 

Of rainbow 

Taking over me

Carrying me in their arms 

As they all dance 

To the Blues 

Passionate yet sad

Energetic yet lonely 

Full of dreams yet awake 

Flowers bloomed 

All around me

In geometric shapes 

Adding a fifth dimension 

And then sixth 

Transforming me

Into Colored light

Holding my hand

Traveling with the speed of light 

To the edge of milky way

Sliding over the Moon

Bouncing from star to star 

Falling on clouds 

Kissing each flower

Reflecting in each rain drop

Touching the moon light

Making jingles 

Sitting on the wings of wind

Brushing slightly with your hair

Whispering your name

But when you will look back

Seeing who is there

You will see nothing

As I will vanish

Sitting on the notes of song

Back into the keyboard of Piano

© AK

Jan 25, 2014

Beyond Space and Time

Woke up

And I was stuck

In a moment

Existed in past

How I got there

May be 

In my sleep

I drifted off

In the space

Landing there

How do I get back

I try

To find my way

Back to present

But I feel lost

All the paths 

They seem familiar but

Going in circles

Like a puzzle 

With no exit door

I am tired 

I cant walk no more

Sitting down

I think 

What now

Watching 

The moment 

Pass slowly 

Flashing in front of my eyes

All the happenings 

I got no choice it seems

But to watch 

I sit quietly watching it all

I must 

Let the moment pass

Its ok I say to myself

It will pass

Just let it pass

I want to be unstuck

I want to comeback

I want to be in present

Thats where I belong now 

© AK

Jan 25, 2014

Exotic Pink

Most sweet

Precious treat 

Your love

So neat

Makes me 

exhilarated

Elated 

Liberated

Invigorated 

Creamy 

Dreamy 

Steamy 

So Yummy 

Refreshing 

Stunning 

Thrilling 

Exciting 

Makes me feel alive 

Worth while 

Smile 

Like a queen of Nile 

You are my Life

My type

Difficult to describe

You fill my heart with Light

Such a delight 

Makes my day so bright

My desires height 

You fly me like a kite 

Filling me with exotic aromas

Giving new life to all perfumes

You are my signature fragrance

My Scented Love

My true love 

© AK

Jan 24, 2014

   

Silence You Desire

You want Silence

I ll give you the silence 

Silence is what I will breath

Silence is what I will seek 

Hear me if you can

Hear me loud and clear

Since my feelings defy 

And my actions deny 

Words, I cant rely 

Let the silence speak

Since the language has failed

Hearts have been led 

By the confusion

Which has spread 

I refuse 

To be part of any news

Lets put on a snooze 

On use and misuse 

We all have already

Paid our dues

We got nothing else to lose

I would rather live now in recluse 

Away from all this abuse

lame and futile excuse 

I cant be reduced 

I refuse to be used 

I am worth so much more

Your heart knew it down to its core

Then why did you set up all this war 

I drowned, before I reached the shore

Don't take my silence as ignore

It will still talk just like before

Only this time

Seek me in Silence you desire 

AK

Jan 23. 2014

A Dew Drop

I am not afraid 
To be touched
By the rays
I look forward
Every morning
For the Sun
To bring the heat
I sit on the petal
My chest wide open
Welcoming the light
To enter my heart
Welcoming the heat
Evaporating 

Back to my source 

AK

Jan 21, 2014

Dont Sqeeze Me

I feel

Like a sponge

Pressed

From all sides

Limited and

Conformed

Into particular shape

So many eyes

Watch my each move

So many minds

Reading my each word

Making assumptions 

Giving orders

Further instructions 

Pointing fingers

Telling me what to do

What to think

What to write

How to behave 

How to smile 

How to walk and talk

Why ? cant I

Just be Me ?

Isn't it enough

That I am

Already squeezed

Into this body ?

AK

Jan 20, 2014

What Then ?

So you hate me

Have you ever

Thought

What if you were me

Will you then

 hate you?

So you think

I have betrayed you

What if 

It was you

Who betrayed you

Would you 

Still think that ?

So you see me

As your enemy 

What if 

I was you

And you  needed

Your forgiveness

Your love 

Your acceptance?

What if

The one you hate

The one betrayed 

And your enemy 

Is no one else

But you yourself 

And they all needed

Your approval 

Your Help ?

What then ? 

©AK 

Jan 18, 2014

The Pause

I sit in front of a screen, with my hands on the key board, and I wait. I feel the light showers falling on me, not of rain, but words, slipping over my skin, they reach my hand, and press my fingers, I see them appearing on the screen. I never know what will appear, I dont know where they come from, who they belong to, but they are not mine, as I am not thinking them. I am just typing them as they appear. 

Someday I would like to meet the owner of these words, I feel inseparable , I feel one with that owner, she must be a part of me, the part which is living in the pauses between the moments, a part that is free of time and space, a part that is everywhere at the same time, it is in the past, present and future at once. 

I try to feel those pauses, there is a void, stillness, silence, and deep down in that silence there is a heart beat, a life, a breath, I feel the presence someone looking at me. 

This world exists in the moment, but there is a door between these moments.  Entered thru that door , one is transferred to the other side ,  Enter the pause thru your mind, but you cant feel the presence thru the mind, for that you must enter thru your heart. 

The pause is an empty space for the mind, but the heart knows the presence and knows how to reach it. 

Oh now I know, the words are coming from that space .... 

AK 

Jan 17/2014

Romance With Sorrow

My sorrows and me, we have a secret love affair, when there is  no one around, we meet under the cherry blossom tree, behind the brook, between the two breaths . In the evenings, when the sorrow is done with its daily ritual of mourning , and is tired of weeping, then it puts on the red dress, groom itself wearing the shawl of musk, a red rose, and it dance its way over to meet me, singing the song played on the notes of tears.   

I have fallen in love with it, I no longer can feel any pain, in fact, I have started to enjoy the soft touch of melancholy, an evening of painful romance with sorrow is deeply touching, it takes me to the hidden rooms of my being, where no one can take me, there I find the lost pieces of my being scattered. I need those pieces to complete my reflection, so I can see my real face. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJ6wOU4ohRg&list=PL5641368022CAE6FF

AK

Jan 15, 2014

Many Faces Of Me

I met you

Her, Him

Them

I met a Sinner

And a Saint

I met a Lier

And a truth Preacher 

I  met a Bully 

And an Oppressed 

I met a Master

And a Slave 

I met a Millionaire 

And a Beggar  

I met a Straight 

And a Pervert 

As I walked 

The streets of Life

I met many faces 

Time after time

I asked them

" Who are you "

One by one

They all replied 

" I am you "

© AK

Jan 15, 2014

Touched By Mind

Keep talking

Keep pouring

The words

Keep touching

My Mind

With your thoughts

I am being captured

By the meanings

I love 

To be held

In the arms 

Of your ideas

Your concepts

Making me blush

The anticipation 

Of possibilities

Happening

Making my head spin 

I feel intoxicated
My feet losing ground
By the new perceptions 

What are you doing

You are making me lose control

Oh but

Keep talking

Pour me a glass of your intelligence 

Let me be drunk 

Let me be soaked

Let me be lost

In your beautiful Mind

©AK

Jan 8, 2014

Shattering The 4 Walls of Mind

I sat

Alone

In that room

Staring at the walls

Wondering

What is outside

Wondering

How to escape

I tried

To push 

I tried

To break

But I couldn't

Then I heard

A song playing

A lovers cry for the beloved 

I felt the pain

My heart ached 

That tune 

Entered the room

Like a fragrance 

Invisible 

Yet sensual 

Intangible 

Yet deeply touching

That Pain awakened 

The Rose in my heart

The Rose bloomed

And filled me up

With Light 

That light shattered the walls

I was released 

I finally escaped my Mind

I could see 

Beyond and far

I could see 

The cause and effect

The essence and spirit

The unknown and known

The birth and death

I could see 

The fountain of creation 

The hand creating 

And I saw

I am the process of creation

And created 

I am the uncreated 

Returning back

To the Creator 

© AK

Dec 6, 2014

Bella Rose

Every Spring

I wait

Your arrival 

Sitting 

Next to you

Every day

I look for you

From each and every view

I celebrate

The day

You are born

Surrounded by

Arms of leaves

Cradled by stems

Sheltered 

By the prayers

Of wind

Each day

I sit by you and

Sing the Lullaby 

Keeping away

The butterfly

My Summer

Is filled with Joy

Just to see you grow

Is a treat for my eyes

Then you Bloom

Into the queen

Enlightening the garden

My Prized Bella Rose

You are my pride 

A treasure 

I want to hide

Your petals 

So colorful

So bright

I wish I could

Plant you 

In my heart

Where you will stay

For seasons to come

Where no fall will ever come 

And no winter will touch you

You don't know

How  much I love you

© AK

Jan 5, 2014