She looked out side her kitchen's window, sipping her freshly made tea, she made it just the way she likes it with honey and sprinkle of cardamom, she held the warm cup in her both hands, smelling the aroma, she felt the arms of aroma around her, making her feel better. It was cold and foggy morning, looking out she tried to find the tips of those far away mountains but they were hidden in this morning haze,
" that don't mean they are not there", she thought,
just like so many other things in her life.
She looked at her cell phone placed right in front of her,
she picked it up and opened the messages
" You will never know how much I love you "
she read his message sent to her just few days back,
she smiled and thought
"Yes I never knew, I don't and I never will, because you never loved me, you just played with my feelings, fake promises, each day filled with bunch of lies and hollow feeling less words, like many other men out there, I wonder if you ever believed, when I told you over and over, how I felt for you, all those emotional storms, non stop rain and sleepless nights, after all that what did you do ? did you ever for a second thought about me ? or was it always you and what you want ? who gave you the right to play with my heart ? what really hurts is, I gave you my pure love, I was true to you from the bottom of my heart ! do you think you will ever be happy after all that you have done ?,
I sure hope so ... "
she put the phone back down, once again gathered all her strength to get back up on her feet, she knew it is an ongoing struggle now, she cant erase the memories,
She will just have to keep on going along with them.
Dec 22, 2013
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