Constructive Destruction

I don't know if each day I add to my existence or die a little ?
I hear something breaking inside just a tiny bit every day no matter how strong I may think I am , like a rock melting away each time a wave strikes it .

Or is it just getting polished 

smoother 

the experience getting engraved in 

the pain endured by the chest of stone, the waves kicking it, piercing it , cutting through it leaving the un penetrable impression, shaping it , molding it, giving it a unique texture 

I don't know if each day I add to my existence or die a little ?

~ AK

Aug 23, 2015