June 6, 2015

Not Sure

Broken and shaken
Devoid of wishes but awaken 
My Heart forsaken 
Mistaken 
For Rusty Metal 
For granted taken
Punished 
For a single word spoken 
Beaten for beating 
Abandoned 
For showing the slightest emotion 
I ask to return that time stolen 
Those moments standing still 
Reflecting back to me all frozen 
But I dare not say a word
Dreading to be thrown 
In that silent abyss 
For days spent in daze 
Suspended chocking 
Unable to breath
Staying alive or dead
Don't know for sure 
Death lurking around the heart
Waiting to squeeze that last beat
I take my Last breath
And scream echoing back 
To my own ears 
Striking the empty walls around 
Shaking the darkness
Awakening the stillness 
Breaking the silence  
I no longer care
If I am alive or dead 
Either way I ll stand tall
On my own heartache and pain
Until my time is done 
©AK June 4/2015






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