Knowing Hidden in a Feeling

Knowing Hidden 

In a feeling 

A complete 

Understanding 

Knocking at the door 

Of heart 

When Ignored 

And Abandoned 

Holding hands with Words 

Broken down into pieces 

Trying to stay together in a sentence 

Filling pages after pages 

But failed to convey 

The true meaning 

Of that knowing

A complete understanding 

Desperate to be known 

Imprinting reflections 

In the eyes of the reader

Hoping to be known

Making Impression

In the Mind 

Creating images 

Trying to be known

Awakening 

The dormant senses 

Engulfed by the dead screens 

Of PC and touch phones 

Brains decaying 

Weakening 

Turning into walking talking

Zombies 

Numbed by the noise 

A continues streaming 

Without understanding

Lacking the " Knowing "

Hidden in the feelings 

© AK

May 30, 2015

Ella Fitzgerald-Summertime-Angelina Jordan

Any Way

It matters not

If you think of me disloyal 

I ll continue to Love you any way

It matters not

If you think I am emotionless 

I ll continue to pour my feelings any way

It matters not

If you continue to ignore me

I ll continue to think of you any way

It matters not If you don't Love me

As my Love for you require nothing in return

I might be robotic, dry and rational from outside

But I am tender Loving, and all heart from inside 

It matters not what you think of me anymore

Because to me you are perfect 

Just the way you are 

© AK

May 1, 2015

A Rose in the Rose Garden

A Rose 

On a Rose bush 

With its roots embedded 

Firmly in the Soil of  Divinity 

Look around 

See yourself in all these Roses 

All blooming on One Bush 

A Bush

In a Rose garden 

Among many other bushes 

Look around 

See yourself in all these bushes

All standing tall in One garden 

A Garden 

Among many other gardens 

All groomed with Rose bushes 

Spreading fragrance 
Adding to the beauty 
All existing in One country

A Country
Among many other countries 
Full of beautiful gardens 
All on One planet 

A Planet
Among many other planets
All revolving in their orbit  
Coexisting in harmony
Part of One galaxy 

A Galaxy
Among many other galaxies
Full of stars and Planets
Majestic and divine 
Many light years wide
All part of One universe 

One Universe
Among many other universes 
All part of divine plan 
In one beautiful sky

One Sky
After another 
Making layers of divine order
All containing 
Different Species 
Of different beings
All praising ONE Lord 

Look around 

You are the Rose 

And the fragrance 

You are the Bush

And the Garden

You are the Soil 

And the miracle growing all the Roses 

You are the one enjoying the gardens

You are the earth and the galaxy
You are the universe 
And all that exists in it
You are part of 
The ONE 

~ AK 

April 24/2015

Bending Reality

Like a dough 

I was kneaded 

With dash of fear

Lots of curiosity 

And  infinite Love 

Life cooked me 

Put me through fire 

Pain taught me lessons 

In between sprinkling me with Joy

I realize the meaning of time 

Each moment is precious 

Holding a memory in its heart

Finally I was able to wake up

When I was only left with memories 

It was a matter of survival 

I become friends with time

We begin to share secrets 

Time told me it only exists in my mind

I can bend it , mold it , stop it or erase it 

Like a magic it disappeared 

Leaving all the memories intact 

Like a Jasmine Bracelet 

Around my wrist 

Like a Water 

I too can freeze

Devoid of emotions

Sitting like a Ice cube 

Detached Icy cold 

I can melt if touched 

By your hands

Your attention can do wonders 

I can quench your thirst

Turning into sweet nectar 

Only if you think I am able 

Other wise I am just any water

To some very stagnated 

Dirty disgusted 

To some very Holy 

You decide what I am

As I am what ever you think of me

Like a Bird 

I too have feathers of imagination

I like to fly to the distant lands

I want to touch each galaxy in every universe

Don't encage me I will die 

Let me be free enjoy my colors 

I will entertain  you with songs 

I will surprise you every day

I will never leave 

But I am not a thing of possession 

You cant keep me as a decoration piece 

Please don't clip my wings 

Like a Sun 

I can nourish 

Your Mind and your Heart 

But don't come too near

Or you might burn 

Don't look at me for long

Or you might go Mad

Looking at your own face 

Reflecting in my rays 

You are not ready to know

Who you really are 

Still growing up 

A seedling in a jungle 

Cant grow under a shady tree 

You must grow through experiences 

There will be days of heartaches 

There will be days spent in heaven  

Like a Flower 

I can wrap you in my scent 

Caressing and Kissing your fingers 

As it touches my petals 

Brushing against your lips 

Coloring them with a smile 

Like a Earth 

I revolve around you

Some nights are the darkest of all 

Some nights I see the full moon

Making me half mad

Releasing me from the prison of my senses

Letting me enter your heart

Where I can finally become one with you

Me and You and no one else 

I wait for these Full moon nights 

© ~ AK April 24/2015

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Darkness In Me

As I go back and walk thru the roads of my mind, 

I see lots of people holding a Mirror facing me, 

Showing me my own Reflection, 

Letting me see my face. 

It is through these interaction that I have come to know me 

Who I am, and what I am. 

I have experienced emotions that I didn't even know existed in me.

Seeing so much darkness around me, I have realized it all exist in me, 

As I can see it only if at first I know it, and I know it because it exist in me. 

It is by embracing this darkness I was able to reach the light, 

I was introduce to light by the darkness, 

I recognized the light as it was so different from darkness. 

I respect the darkness and light in me, as I am incomplete without either. 

" I would lose the light, If I abandoned the darkness " in me . 

~ AK s

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